"WHY I STAY SINGLE" this 1 article i read it every word she wrote it..the tittle itself yang menarik minat(or mungkin lebih tepat, ada kena mengena...huhu..)..lots of people were asking the same thing to me, why, why and why..i dont blame them for asking its just, they care about me really..they wanted me to be happy again(agaknyalah..)..tapi reading this article, i found answers..yes, i mean plenty of answers of why i stay single..i think she wrote it very well as i cannot put these reasons on words as well as she does...situasi dia tak banyak beza dengan my situation, sebab kami sebenarnya lari dari orang yang mendekati kami tapi kami kejar orang yang tidak mahu commit dengan kami(this statement was from her..)..call me silly, or worst than that, i accept it as a compliment..=)"u bukan tak cantik, u sweet ape..and bukan susah pun nak please u, u're not controlling, u always ada je benda nak cakap, u baik, friendly, always smile, funny jugak, and easy to hang out..tapi why u tak de boyfriend?"
i smiled...after awhile, dia cakap lagi:
"i rasa i tau kenapa u tak de boyfriend..did u know that u are actually acting like u've already taken..u sedar tak tu?"
"like what?" i asked..
"like bila ada lelaki senyum kat u, u buat2 jual mahal....and bila ada lelaki ajak u keluar and u akan cakap tak boleh la, ada kerja la...i mean if u betol2 single than u should be able to go out and do whatever u want to do..am i correct?"
i stunned...tak tau nak cakap ape...1 thing i asked my friend was:
"am i that bad in giving expression? i mean, i actually tunjuk that i'm already taken?"
"yes!" cepat je dia jawab...
well, in certain circumstances, i have to agree with my friend la..kadang2(or maybe all the time..) i do show that i'm someone's..kenapa?
move on, yes i am moving on tapi being single ...consider tak tu? alaa, kira consider la tu kan....its not that i tak achieve apa2 pun...i'm gaining something but it just for me not for share with someone special....haha..now i can laugh, i can smile and i can run my mind to think about other things..kira okay la tu.......being single is not that bad...cool tau, why? this is why..
1. i can sleep all day if i want to
2. i dont have to think wekend nak g mana, tengok movie ape..
3. hari ni nak pakai ape, so that si dia cakap i cantik..
4. i can call anyone, sms anybody without thinking nanti dia call ak tak dapat ke ape...or kredit abeh ke..
5. i can go out and hang out with my girls..
6. i can laugh like nuts!
7. yang penting ni: i can flirt whenever i feel like i want to flirt...hahaha...=)
8. i can stay at home and be lazy all day.....(i love this part..)
(i miss home.........i miss mama, i miss my hunny bunny(S), i miss berebot tv...I MISS HOME!! I WANT TO BE HOME!!) *sob *sob
I AM HAPPY....(>.<) more than anyone could imagine................
5 comments:
Way to Go Girl!!
You have to be happy with yourself first before you can make anyone else happy.. seriously.
When the right one comes along, you will know..
Nana....i know exactly how u feel...bila i evaluate all my previous relationship i realise that i sebenarnye takutkan comitment.....i alwiz go for the one that is unattainable...yang i thau at the end of the day memang susah giler untuk jadi milik i yang mutlak......tapi bila ada yang memang sah boleh boleh dengar bunyi kompangnye....i jadi takut, get cold feet and lari macam kena kejar hantu....i now know that i takut commitment because banyak benda yang dah jadi in my life or jadi to those closest to me .....the fear yang buat i indirectly tak mahu commitment...its nice to have someone beside you tapi bila benda tu jadi macam serius je i jadi gelabah........so betullah macam yang Dilla cakap tu...be hapi and contented with yourself and know what you want first than and only than can you make another person happy......tapi part yang kita akan tahu bila the right one comes along tu....i still tak tahu...HOW?
"when the right one comes along, you will know.." all of my sisters said that to me...tapi one thing wonder, how would i know? huhu..i dont mind the time, but how would i know...if its up to me, sampai sekarang pon i tak tau lagi...i mean, bukan tak de yang approach but i dont want it to be happen..i freak out when it turn to something serious...haha..=)
i guess, i have to keep on searching la kot ek? lalalala...or maybe, just enjoy my life dulu...those can wait....am i correct? lets enjoy life to the fullest and be happy.....yippiediddie! =)
thank you sistas....love you both...('*')muah!
pokoknya kalau ada org nk tackle tu jgn jual mahal sgt...hehe...i dont think love at first sight exist anymore...now nak kena kenal dulu, kawan dulu then only we can make d choice no? :)
kak farah, bukan jual mahal la, tapi banyak bebenor yang tak berkenan dihati...hehe...lalalala..
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