from a sis..

" banyak2 bersabar ok, yup time will heal all, insyaAllah..but you are better now rite?"

"well, i understand that...tadi pun dia ada tau just as i was leaving..dia pun single lagi as far as i know..you are not pathetic dear, just besotted :) i used to think i have faith in you two, but now, i didnt know..maybe it's not that you cant get a boyfren but maybe you've been closed part of your heart..let it be ok, love will find you.."

"do you want to try again my dear? he's close and there's no harm being friends..sure, you gotta be really strong and this may sound corny, but think positive..thats what u can do, and don't let yourself down no matter what.."

"that's alright..time will heals everything and at least you are taking little baby steps to let him go.. but you are not pining for him, so that's good for you..God always has a plan for all of us, so just sit back and let life unfold itself for you :)"

to sis:
yes, i'm trying everything to put everything i had back together as it was..but i cant turn back time sis, i have to move on to live...no shame to admit to you that i failed so many time...i wanted too but i just cant....sometime i feel like i'm done searching but, inside me i still want it...i am trying, still trying but it hurts.......................and its hurting me.....

maybe its just a matter of time..masanya belum sampai untuk me izit? when the time is here, i will show it to the world.......................

anyway, thanks for the support, i do appreciate but its all up to me kan? i know you will be here for me, and always do........

love ya sista...

xoxo